A source of inspiration

 I have a huge support group. I have the most incredible parents a girl could ask for - my two best friends. I have my partner-in-crime-Evil Red Genius I wouldn't trade for anything. I have my soul sister who always has my back and will come get me if I spiral down too far. Knowing all of this and being tremendously grateful for all of this, sometimes I still feel so very alone. It doesn't make sense, I know, but it's how I feel. I came upon this song the other day and it was definitely a gift from above. When I feel alone, even though I'm not, my one source of strength and hope is found in my faith.  I needed this song so desperately and He sent it to me as a reminder. Thank you, Lord.

Times by Tenth Avenue North

I know I need You
I need to love You
I love to see You, but it's been so long
I long to feel You
I feel this need for You
And I need to hear You, is that so wrong?

Now You pull me near You
When we're close, I fear You
Still I'm afraid to tell You, all that I've done
Are You done forgiving?
Oh can You look past my pretending?
Lord, I'm so tired of defending, what I've become
What have I become?

I hear You say,
"My love is over. It's underneath.
It's inside. It's in between.
The times you doubt Me, when you can't feel
The times that you question, 'Is this for real? '
The times you're broken
The times that you mend
The times that you hate Me, and the times that you bend
Well, My love is over, it's underneath.
It's inside, it's in between.
These times you're healing, and when your heart breaks.
The times that you feel like you're falling from grace.
The times you're hurting
The times that you heal
The times you go hungry and are tempted to steal
In times of confusion, in chaos and pain.
I'm there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame
I'm there through your heartache.
I'm there in the storm.
My love I will keep you, by My power alone.
I don't care where you fall, where you have been.
I'll never forsake you, My love never ends.
It never ends. "

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAVHeVDML5k&list=PLTqcGLBet5mdqxUxz7738bBOq3UvmAAuH&index=3